It’s really easy to love someone when everything is perfect and wonderful. When you are on the top of the world and nothing matters except being in the good graces of the one you love.
You was not perfect. I saw all your flaws and all the mistakes you made. I loved you when you was at your lowest .Despite how broken you felt I still loved you. I was there to help you show up and make an impact on the world. You were confused and bought confusion into my space of serenity. But yet I still loved you. I forgot about my goals and aspirations because you lead me to believe you needed me more. So I put my self-love on the back burner until I was ready for it.
After I nourish you back to life you dumped me. Without reason or closure. Yes you ghosted me. And for that I love you more than you will ever know. Now who will love me at my lowest? Who will be there for me after I extended my love to someone who was not worthy? Who is there in the middle of the night, to heal this pain I endured over and over again? Thank God for having faith and understanding. Sometimes God will send people in your life to show you who you really are. To show you what you can accomplish in life.
Thanks for not loving me. I love better, I live better, I eat better, I sleep better and I look better. Everyday that your not in my life is better. Thank you because if you never left, I would continue to die a slow and horrible death. But when you left I began to grow and produce fruit. Was able to produce fruit through educating young women on self-love, relationships and wellness. Through social media, youtube channel, blogging,my book and courses. So thank you for not loving me. SMOOCHES.